Meh.

[bladespark]

So last night I spent most of the evening with Gabriel and friends. It was mostly fun, but... well... Have you ever had that "all alone in a crowd" feeling? Gabe knows all these other people very well, and I just met him. And he spent most of the evening pretty much ignoring me. *sigh* And I was the only one who didn't get a goodnight hug...

Tonight I called him up, he said he was doing something or other, but didn't know what yet, and if it was something I could do with him he'd call me back. Guess who hasn't called? I wish I was better at reading people... I have no idea if he's just giving me a brush off or not, but it sure feels like he is.

This wouldn't be that annoying if I had /any/ other real friends, but since Gabe is about all I've got just now, I have nowhere else to go. I've called every single person I even remotely know... nobody is around, nobody can do anything... So I get to spend another Friday night on the computer. So much for having a life.

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[loweko.livejournal.com]

Y'know, I've seen this whole business about "not having a life" if you use a computer upset more people and break more hearts than I care to mention. It's a snowballed insult - treat it as such.

And talk to him on Monday.

[(Anonymous)]

SPark wrote:
>This wouldn't be that annoying if I had /any/
>other real friends,

*Siece looks indignant.*
And just what am I then, chopped liver?

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[bladespark.livejournal.com]

Sice, m'dear, you live several hundred miles away, we don't actually talk much anymore and when we do I generally end up wanting to strangle you. I'd still count you as a friend, but you're not exactly at the top of my "RL friends" list.

[(Anonymous)]

*blinks*

You just got finished saying you didn't have any RL friends, and now all of a sudden you have a list!?

Oh, well...I'll move this to email so we can stop "corrupting" LJ's precious bandwidth. ;)