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[bladespark]

The universe hates me. Why do you hate me, universe? WHY?!

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[coyoty.livejournal.com]

The universe doesn't hate you, it just doesn't care about you. It doesn't care about anyone. It's matter. We don't matter to matter.

Now, if people living in the universe have a problem with you, it's their responsibility to tell you why or live with it.

[bladespark.livejournal.com]

*hands you a great big bag of sarcasm.* I think you need this.

[tieran.livejournal.com]

*hugs* ^^; sorry. it feels kinda like i'm spreading my sucky time about, since I had to put the suit on hold, hence not making payments, hence you not getting money.

[bladespark.livejournal.com]

I'll cope, as I said. I just have gone from hoping to get a Secret Keeper next month to praying I'll have enough money to go to Anthrocon by July, that's all. *shrugs* So, you know, not starving, still making rent, just not much to spare.

Speaking of July - how long do you anticipate this being on hold, or do you not know?

[bladespark.livejournal.com]

Also, I should say this post is only 50% your fault. It was just one of those demented ironies. About half an hour before you message me I'd gotten messaged by somebody interested in a suit, and was crossing my fingers that he'd decide right then and pay me something, but about three seconds before you messaged me (so not kidding) he said "thanks, I'll let you know if I decide to go with you." and then your message popped up, and I was all "yay, the universe hates me." I mean sheesh... I could have had a few minutes in between those, you know?

[tieran.livejournal.com]

I'm not *sure* but it shouldn't last as long as July. I don't think. If nothing else, maybe I'll get the job I've been lusting after at the stables this year and ask for money as opposed to free horse rides, and use that money to make payments with you. hopefully, I'll work something out real soon.

[tieran.livejournal.com]

wow.... that....


Sucks.

;_;

*digs in wallet, avoiding the moths and cobwebs*

[bladespark.livejournal.com]

See? The universe hates me!

[tieran.livejournal.com]

um..... how small can you accept payments before they become stupid and insignificant payments? Maybe I can siphon a smaller amount off at a time than what I was doing with the SeiRah suit.

Obviously I don't mean like.... $10 a month though X3. that would be rude I think @_@

[bladespark.livejournal.com]

Hrm. Every little bit helps, really. It's not a matter of being stupid, it's just a matter of the math, as adding up three big payments is easier for my lazy self than calculating twenty little ones. And at $10 a mont you're going to be a few years paying for it. *grins*

[tieran.livejournal.com]

well, maybe $100 a month? I think I can manage $50 a paycheck without busting the bank. and that's only for right now. If I can find a way to get m'self some more income flowing, I can start paying more again.

so, will that get you to Anthrocon maybe ;_; I'd hate for the universe to hate you

[bladespark.livejournal.com]

He he he. That would be just fine and dandy, really. If that turns out to be too much, don't fuss about it. But if you could do that, it would be spiffy and useful.

[privatepony.livejournal.com]

It doesn't /hate/ you, it's just harboring feelings of insecurity and self-loathing, and then projecting those shortcomings by being lame to you.


Um. Hm. I guess I could commission you to do something else. But I'm also going on leave soon and I need every penny I can scrounge...

[bladespark.livejournal.com]

Eh, don't worry about it. As I said above, I'm making rent. It's just the silly luxuries like Windstones that I can't afford right now. Comission something if you want to, not because you feel guilty.