I am blah today.
Part of it is work overload. I'm looking at what I need to do over the next couple of days, and it's a pretty heavy load. Weirdly enough I wish I could get the crossover scripts so that I could have a legitimate excuse to put off some of it and do something else instead.
But the other part of it is just the lingering after affects of yesterday's drama.
Somebody told me they hated me.
A total stranger.
I'd never spoken to him, never done anything to him. Solely because of a label I happen to bear, he hates me. He won't even say why, or what it is about that label that's worthy of hatred. And he hasn't suffered any consequences for spouting his hatred in public, the moderator, on finally entering the scene, said "please leave furry hating out of it." That's it.
I don't know how many of you reading this have ever been here, but I find I don't like this place, where a total stranger has said they hate me, for no better reason than that I bear a certain label. I don't like it at all. And yet I am forced to be here. I can't do anything about his attitude. I can't do anything about the label. I can't keep him from saying he hates me. I can't impose any consequnces on him for it. I just get to be hated, and he gets to go on his merry way.
It sucks.
Part of it is work overload. I'm looking at what I need to do over the next couple of days, and it's a pretty heavy load. Weirdly enough I wish I could get the crossover scripts so that I could have a legitimate excuse to put off some of it and do something else instead.
But the other part of it is just the lingering after affects of yesterday's drama.
Somebody told me they hated me.
A total stranger.
I'd never spoken to him, never done anything to him. Solely because of a label I happen to bear, he hates me. He won't even say why, or what it is about that label that's worthy of hatred. And he hasn't suffered any consequences for spouting his hatred in public, the moderator, on finally entering the scene, said "please leave furry hating out of it." That's it.
I don't know how many of you reading this have ever been here, but I find I don't like this place, where a total stranger has said they hate me, for no better reason than that I bear a certain label. I don't like it at all. And yet I am forced to be here. I can't do anything about his attitude. I can't do anything about the label. I can't keep him from saying he hates me. I can't impose any consequnces on him for it. I just get to be hated, and he gets to go on his merry way.
It sucks.