Augh!

[bladespark]

Uncertainty is driving me CRAZY. I want a Secret Keeper. MUST HAVE a Secret Keeper. If I knew that they were going to be put into regular production, I could just say "eh" and wait. If I KNEW that they were never going to be put into regular production, I'd know I have to get one at the higher prices. But I don't know. And I don't know what the announcement that they're never going to be regular production, if that happens, would do to the price. Drive it up, probably. But how badly? And would it stay that high, or drop again? Gah. And if I knew how much the next one on ebay would go for, I'd know if I could get it or not. But I don't! I have no idea even what color it is, and no idea who else is going to want it, or how much it will cost, and it's driving me up the WALL.

And I want my bishi doll. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant him, and if I knew how much I'd spend on a Secret Keeper, and when, I'd know how soon I could get him, and I'd KNOW! But I have no idea! I almost want to say "heck with it" to the SK, and decide to get one some other day. But if I do that, and miss a chance to get one, I'll have to kill myself!

*flys apart in an explosion of obsessive collecting fandom uncertainty*

Comments

[harliquinnraver.livejournal.com]

XD i feel your pain.

[bladespark.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Yeah, probably worse than I do.

[harliquinnraver.livejournal.com]

*hugs* ill be alright. :)