Can we say "stress?"

[bladespark]

Yes we can.

I am so going to be happy when BC and the roadtrip come around, because right now I am about having a meltdown. If one more thing goes wrong, I may just toss it all and go flip burgers.

Comments

Good Luck!

[vortexgrey.livejournal.com]

Darn, it sounds like you REALLY need a break. I hate undue stress and it is just so infuriating when it builds up. I hope everything goes well *crosses fingers*, good luck. Really though, I'm sorry things haven't been going well. I'll be praying that they turn around for you.

[tibialmusician.livejournal.com]

*hugs tight* I'm told I have a great shoulder if you need it.

[lanabananaotter.livejournal.com]

Awww. It sounds like you do need a vacaion. :( Sometimes a break from everything is all you need.
Too bad money doesn't roll in wihout work though, eh?

A little Help...

[vortexgrey.livejournal.com]

IF anyone is familiar with a user named catabolist or bravest_fox, and knows his history, WITHOUT ASKING HIM, please tell me. Or if you could find out without alerting him, that might be very helpful for my safety....

Re: A little Help...

[bladespark.livejournal.com]

? I've no idea who he is, sorry.

And in what sense do you mean "safety?"

Re: A little Help...

[vortexgrey.livejournal.com]

To answer your question, this is the final version of the post that I made:

"VERY IMPORTANT:
On an urgent safety note, might you be aware of the background of bravest_fox/catabolist, because he was part of the LJ fallout and that he needed to "fix" some things. If you or someone you know, knows anything, please leave a comment on any entry in my journal.

The reason is unknown but from what I have gathered it might be sexual content. He also doesn't seem to like the connection between his two journals and was very quick to erase any comments on my journal. It would be best if he didn't know what was going on, if you catch my drift, and I am just a little unsure about my safety and this guy. I'm not threatened, just skeptical because of things he has said or done."

In short, he hasn't made a move, and I could be paranoid (It's not like THAT hasn't happened before), but the man has sent me subtle signals of...things. Let me be more clear; he first found my AIM account (not that hard since anything and everything that is "vortexgrey" or "Vortex Grey" is me.), then he asked my eye color (though it is on my journal too), and he then asked how I got along with my family (finally, another thing that is on my journal). Since all of those things can be easily accessed I shouldn't be worried, but since they weren't accessed and they were the first questions asked, I felt weird. I don't like to make negative assumptions about anyone, and since I had read his journal before and seen how much we were alike BEFORE we talked, I kind of assumed that this was just an awkward conversation. Still, I warned him about me being skeptical, but after doing more research, I became even less sure. He deleted his comments, didn't want people to know he was on my journal and was extremely sensitive about me removing the connection between his to journals within one of my entries. Since he was part of the fallout, he said he had a bad rep, but I think there is more. Do you know if it is possible to contact LJ and ask what "problems" there were on his journal? It obviously wasn't terrible, but something was there. Then again, he only mentioned that he was part of (and these are exact words) "the fallout issue" and that people became more cautious of him on LJ. I said I would hold no negative judgment, but that doesn't mean I'm not curious as to why. The final tendency is that I will ask a question, and he will remain vague, or more often "forget" the question. All of these actions seem to be similar to the stories I have heard, but what do I know?

So, I hope that answers your safety question, but please don't leave any LJ trail that could lead him to find out what is going on. I need to know in secret.

Re: A little Help...

[bladespark.livejournal.com]

Ah, drama.

I want nothing to do with it.

Re: A little Help...

[vortexgrey.livejournal.com]

Fair enough. Sorry to bother you.